damracamat

Exams are over but now the most stressful part is beginning. The results! It seems like I will have problems in geometry and physics. I have probably failed them again. I hate those two lessons. It's not that I don't study for them but I just can't do it. Or it's abou the teacher because half of the class failed...Well then.
Next saturday I will take the IELTS and the week after there'll be the speaking part. I hope I do great!
Tomorrow is monday and I'm really not in the school mood. I was planning to do some practice for IELTS today and this weekend I did exactly nothing. I just slept and you won't believe it! I'm still sleepy. Well, trying to get my revenge from the exam weeks haha.
I don't really have much to say about weekend. I didn't even exercise. Have to change the way I feel somehow. Tomorrow we have PE lesson so will run quite a lot. I want to start riding soon. My body feels numb and I feel pointless without a purpose in life.
It's always the same routine now. School and home and school and home. I'm doing nothing different or exciting. Riding is gone now. I used to be a hyper girl and now I sleep in break time. Is that really me ?Is that who I am ? I don't think so. I just want to get back to normal. I want these nıghtmares to go away and I want my riding ability to come back.
I'm a little nervous about tomorrow. Will learn the grades. Not fun at all. I guess I will post in lunch break.