damracamat

Went to see Sezar afterschool with Nicole. First of all getting there was a real adventure because we tried so hard not to be hit by a car. Finally we got to my old manege and than I ran straight to the manege where my trainer used to stand next to a jump and shout. He was there as always. I ran to him, I've missed to bloody much! You can't even imagine and it has only been a month or so.
After that I went to the stables to see Sezar on the way to his box I saw Gamain and he looked brilliant as always :) I saw Sezar in his box, he waslooking outside from the open window not paying attention. I said his name out loud and he recognized my voice, turned back and that moment I really had difficulties holding back the tears. I hugged him so hard and he played with me like he always used to do showing me that he hasn't forgot anything at all. I could read everything from his eyes, his beautiful big eyes which look at me full of hope. I had to tell him that I wasn't back. And I whispered in his ear ;

"I will come back for you, I will never ever forget you. I will be back soon...I promise. You know..I always keep my word. I love you."