damracamat

My exams started and well they all suck for now unfortunately. In two weeks they will be over and I will go and see my Jessica. I don't know if I'll ride her. My life has changed a lot. I never imagined that one single accident would change it all, take away everything I had. I still can't believe what hapenned. What hapenned to me? What hapenned to I can do all things? I feel almost dead,unable to do anything. In P.E. classes people stare. It is still considered rude to stare at people right? Doesn't that apply to me anymore. I can't even talk to someone and tell them exactly how I feel. The pain is another thing and I'm pretty much tired of it because I can't even swim. On friday I went to swimming with dad and suddenly there was this sharp stinging pain in my back going down to my left foot. I couldn't swim to the stairs. My dad carried me out of the water.