damracamat

Well I have nothing new to say...It's always the same these days or shall I say this month? Now it feels like impossible to get on a horse again. I watch my old videos and look at my pictures and all the time I'm like wow..It was me who did it all.That brave girl was me. I almost forgot what a saddle feels like underneath me. I miss the scars that reins would leave in my hands. I miss the pain in my muscles after a training. I miss the fear I used to feel while jumping a huge fence and I miss the joy I used to have after jumping it. I miss the smell of horses. I miss the smell of my horse, my Jessica.