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Yesterday I rode Firyoza and now it's set that I'll enter the license exam with her tomorrow. Both dressage and show jumping. I'm really comfortable in dressage with her so I guess we'll score a high score if I concentrate well. Firyoza is willing to cooperate with me so we make a perfect team in dressage. In showjumping we are also good but when I get too excited she canteres on the trot poles which she shouldn't do. It's totally my fault though. I still doubt my jumping position because my legs go far too back which unbalances me in landing. The essetial is I should try to stay calm tomorrow and shouldn't do anything in a hurry (esp. in dressage). I hope I pass the exam and get my license. Wish me luck everybody!

I rode a horse named Caka today. He belongs to a girl named Irem,she's a pretty nice girl. We'll have the license exam together and we 'll take Caka plus share the price of the van. The thing is she has been riding Caka for years and me.. I have only ridden him once. It looks like I can't really coope with the horse. Jumping didn't really go well today because of the refusals.He's been refusing the same jump for days,also with Irem on him. That's weird maybe he's scared or something. I can't really solve the case because I don't know the horse. I know Jessica by heart so I can figure out the problem easily by her actions. Caka's seat isn't confortable,makes me jump on the saddle which I hate to do. Looks unpro! Maybe I'll ride him tomorrow and will get used to him a little bit more.
Another girl is riding Jessica for now because she wants to get her license too and there is no other horse that she can train with. I love Jessica with all my heart. It's not that I don't want anyone to ride her but she is lame and I take care of her wounds everyday, I share her pain..She won't heal this way and it makes me feel so desperate. I can't stand seeing her limp. With that wounded leg she jumps with all her heart..she wouldn't let anybody else down. She jumped 130cm with Selin but she is a really pro rider and Selin knows that Jess is lame and she cares about Jess. She rides her carefully. Anyway she's my best friend she knows me and what I want so I can always trust her with anything including Jessica.
Talking bout Jessica I want to say that she stepped on my foot while I was spraying her wounds and I think I have a cracked finger. She stepped on it and stayed there till I pushed her away and I can assure you she's wuite heavy!

Just had my breakfast (fresh fruits and omelet) and I'm planning to tidy up my room a little before going out to take a walk. Next week on tuesday I will be riding,finally' It's the first time that I've been away from horses this long. It will be a month on sunday. I feel weird but still my body feels stronger because my injuries are healing and I kinda feel powerfull. Swimming and running is the best way to strenghten your stamina.
Tomorrow I'm planning to meet with Aylin, missed her :) !