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Rode Mazurco Firyoza on saturday and the training didn't go as well as I've planned :/ The weather was nice so decided to ride outside. I rode with a girl named Idil (met her this weekend). It was a bit windy so went inside for jumping. Then Nazlı came too :) She rode Besni Bey and he was naping as much as he old times -.- Well we ( me and Idil) had to jump a grid. It's made of one X fence + oxer + trot poles (in the middle of them so we had to canter instead of trotting). Firyoza took earlier while jumping the oxer so I landed on her neck. She didn't stop and we jumped all the way to the X fence and she also jumped the X fence with me hanging on her neck trying to sit back on the saddle. I didn't even try to jump off and stop her because I knew that my feet would get caught in the stirups so I prefer to jump on her neck than being dragged behind!. Anyway I didn't fall, had a really extreme save hahah. She did that again but this time we were jumping it from the other side of the manege so we jumped the X fence ( it wasn't X anymore, but 90cm high I guess) she took early again and I landed on her neck. This time I was screaming inside "Please do not jump the oxer!!!!" And outside my face looked emotionless, no fear,no panic, just trying to hold on. My smart girl didn't jump the oxer. If she had jumped it we'd both end on the ground. Then we tried it a second time and we did it perfectly :) There is a video on youtube :)
One thing that really got on to my nerves was that the other trainer ( women) told my trainer not to do anymore jumping with me! Because that I couldn't come a lot to training but it's because of my family. Next week my trainer will talk with dad. I hope he persuades my dad to take me more to riding. Anyway what that women did really really pissed me off. I mean we all learn with falls right ? Everybody fall and it's not a matter of life and death when you are in the manege. Well..most of the time. But if she ever does that again I will scream right back at her face. My trainer didn't listen to her fortunately and we jumped that grid over again. I'm so proud that he trusts me and that day everyone came to me and told me that it was fantastic how I didn't let go of the horse. My trainer even told me that :)
I couldn't ride Magelan because his owner was going to come and ride him but maybe I will ride him another time when his owner isn't there :) I went to his box and he was behaving just so gentle and cute to me :) <3 !